My relationship with my Parents
One of the first things that was presented to me by my teacher as an essential learning, was my relationship with my parents. Now you have to realize I had recently moved 3,000 miles away from my parents. I hated my parents. I cursed them in my memory and frequently talked about how wrong they were and how poorly they raised me. I was a rebellious, dissed child. They were the root cause of why I was so unhappy and lost in life (at least from my perspective back then). I hadn't spoken to my parents in 2 years and I had no desire or interest to make that connection again. I was so angry that it was even suggested that my relationship with my parents needed to be explored again and that was effecting my ability to have a deeply connected relationship with a man. I discovered that my relationship with my parents was the first relationship I experienced in the world and every relationship there after that was based on that first experience. When incomplete with your parents,...